Psychiatric Affected Professionals & Services (PAPS)

Love Yourself: Heal From Your Past by  Ouroboros      Sometimes we find ourselves contemplating our past. We find or lose ourselves in the moment of what we did wrong and what we didn't do right. Especially when we suffer from depression, psychotic disorders, traumas, and even phobias. Our brains and minds were manufactured to store memories and the ones we can revisit are the ones with a powerful emotional tie to them. Sometimes mental illness is nurtured by the past we have not let go of or that still haunts and unfolds like finding a dirty penny. For me is very hard to forget the things I did that I am not proud of and especially, I can't forget the wrongs done to me. I bet all of us can agree that even with forgiveness, our bodies and minds learn to put invisible walls, immense guards, and impenetrable barriers that discourage us to trust in ourselves and others. It becomes easy to and feels comfortable to retaliate in that way because coping mechanisms, medicati...

Astrology + Elements + Science + Psychology + Symbolism = Mental Well-Being Part I by Ouroboros      Welcome to another blog reading, I hope you find this theory of mine extraordinary and revolutionary in a way. You see with my mental illness diagnosis, my mind wonders and needs to find patterns. So a coping mechanism I, use is research and solution. So I am going to give a special thank you to Masashi Kishimoto for creating " Naruto, " where I was inspired and of course became a mega-fan. The reason I give credit is due to in the Anime Plot of Naruto, Chakra has five elements to use: lightning, earth, water, fire, and air. But also, each element combined with another element and create what the show calls "Kekkai Genkai," or a rare gift or birth specialty.       Although my elemental combinations differ, it is thanks to this author and cartoon series that I can create combination forms of my own. Now you ask what's the point of this, well aren't you...

Stigma Exposed from Establishments in Orange County, CA by F. Daniel Brizuela a.k.a. Ouroboros          Hello again my audience, I hope this information becomes educative and brings out awareness. First of all, I will separate these groups to give you a most appropriate understanding of what I am describing. The first group I will refer to as " M-Group,"  which serves minority groups, and then,  "R-Group,"  will describe all retail stores and restaurants. Before I divide the groups and expand, have you ever noticed that you (with/without mental health, addiction, homelessness, etc.) have ever been followed, been looked at negatively, and/or felt the atmosphere around people uneasy? Does it happen to you rarely? Sometimes? or Often? Well, I am going to give you an eye-opening discovery through my own eyes and experience. Hopefully, I am not the only one experiencing this covert biased conformity.  M-Group: Addiction/Chemical Depend...

The Psychotic Alter Ego: The Lonely Seraph  by F. Daniel Brizuela a.k.a. Ouroboros        I shall share my symptomatology of how coped with feeling, thinking, and being alone, lonely, and by myself in the moment of my hardship and struggle with combating mental illness and substance abuse. The whole deception of my former work in July 2020 and them breaking my devotion when terminating me from the company. I fell into an intoxicating and irresistible depressive gravitational pull. I could not fight off the melancholy of my awaiting destined suffering I had to succumb to in my path. I tried to obtain employment in the same profession and type of work due to the compelling affinity I had for psychiatry, behavioral health, mental illness, and addiction; even though the COVID-19 pandemic continues to erode more anguish, threats, and fatalities, finding employment was in my grasp.       I found temp jobs with medical and nursing in 2020 and some i...

Nurse Professional's Brief Memoir By  F. Daniel Brizuela aka Ouroboros     This blog is to express first hand through my experience of being a Nurse Professionals seeking help with mental health services. As a 7 yo child, diagnosed with Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD), I had difficulties in childhood through adolescent. Growing up with immigrant parents and being oblivious with mental health disorders like mostly all parents were struggled to grant me understanding or appropriate treatment. In my younger years, I loved school but for me it was going way to slow that I lost interest in following the flow of the class. I would get in trouble in school and at home because I never had a filter to allow me to relax or calm down. My step-father growing up was extremely strict to physically abusive. The combination of being bullied at school, punished at home, and struggling with my own internal warfare, I developed various premature symptoms.     ...