Psychiatric Affected Professionals & Services (PAPS)

The Psychotic Alter Ego: The Lonely Seraph  by F. Daniel Brizuela a.k.a. Ouroboros        I shall share my symptomatology of how coped with feeling, thinking, and being alone, lonely, and by myself in the moment of my hardship and struggle with combating mental illness and substance abuse. The whole deception of my former work in July 2020 and them breaking my devotion when terminating me from the company. I fell into an intoxicating and irresistible depressive gravitational pull. I could not fight off the melancholy of my awaiting destined suffering I had to succumb to in my path. I tried to obtain employment in the same profession and type of work due to the compelling affinity I had for psychiatry, behavioral health, mental illness, and addiction; even though the COVID-19 pandemic continues to erode more anguish, threats, and fatalities, finding employment was in my grasp.       I found temp jobs with medical and nursing in 2020 and some in 2021, unable to maintain them due to my ov

Nurse Professional's Brief Memoir By  F. Daniel Brizuela aka Ouroboros     This blog is to express first hand through my experience of being a Nurse Professionals seeking help with mental health services. As a 7 yo child, diagnosed with Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD), I had difficulties in childhood through adolescent. Growing up with immigrant parents and being oblivious with mental health disorders like mostly all parents were struggled to grant me understanding or appropriate treatment. In my younger years, I loved school but for me it was going way to slow that I lost interest in following the flow of the class. I would get in trouble in school and at home because I never had a filter to allow me to relax or calm down. My step-father growing up was extremely strict to physically abusive. The combination of being bullied at school, punished at home, and struggling with my own internal warfare, I developed various premature symptoms.      At age 14, I ate my prob